tHaT nO_oN -_-****

something or the other keeps happening all the time..

but that noon,
happened something that she never had expected in her wildest possible dreams....

it came, that happened, and it left
**she was left bewildered**

she didn't react,
she couldn't react!
she was all baffled thinking *if that was what she was thinking that to be*
she is still pondering over that....still thinking *if that was what she is still thinking that to be*

but anyways..
pondering won't help
better stop wasting time, energy, life 'n' _ _ _ _

they will come, jab/zap, n go
its us who will have to try hard not to feel the blow
but how can we not feel the blow?
rather try not to be blown away by the blow!!

girl,
there is no way you can undo the past
better FORGET what gives you nothing other than the rust

:| :| :| :|

hHhh..

i wanna be happy,but FEAR the world won't lemme be
don't care for people but how can i NOT care for THE person who cares for me??

yeah YOU love me the most WITHOUT asking what that love is for
have given me everything BEFORE i asked for
But feel you won't gimme this EVEN if i ask for

WHY do you think this will make me unhappy
How will I convince ONLY this can make me happy
May be i CAN if i TRY
But why can't you understand before i CRY?

Yeah i DON'T expect from people n SHOULDN'T expect from you
But how can i NOT expect when it comes to YOU
have been getting everything even BEFORE expecting from you

hope its not TOO LATE for you to determine
what i WANNA get this time
else unhappiness will all be MINE
n i FEAR your happiness will LOSE all its shine....

unspoken

NOT many understand the UNSPOKEN
some TRY to understand what they listen
some say they do understand the spoken
but, if they could really understand the SPOKEN
they could also understand the UNSPOKEN!!!!

HEIGHTS of DrOsS in the MINDS!!

REASONS cOrRoBoRaTiNg an AMOUR between two people are as follows:-
01. belonging to DIFFERENT SEX [when I.Q. is somewhere below 80, cannot talk of gayism n lesbianism]
02. TALKING with each other [may be it proves they like each other's halitosis:D]
03. practicing MULTIPLICATION TABLES [this might help them count their off-springs:P]
04. learning the same foreign LANGUAGE [if ever they forget their own language, this might help them communicate, only if they remember it well]
05. sharing the facilities of an INSTITUTE [hmm....hmm........hmm.............hmm.................sorry cannot figure out what might make them think so!!]
06. BLOGGING (on their respective blog spots) [when I.Q. level falls drastically, insanity rises]
07. STUDYING at night(again in their RESPECTIVE homes) [they must have been thinking that this helps increase the secretion of dopamine]
08. AGREEING on certain issues [ahem!this is for future....they will never get divorced for not agreeing on certain points]
09. hanging out in GROUP [uffoh..god please help me!! hey if any of you (with an average or more than average I.Q.) are wasting time by reading this piece of crap, please help me by wasting another 2 secs to ponder on what might make those people think all these..u can mention them if you want at the page for comments....thank you:)]
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and the list can go on....i guess
eating , listening , writing , singing , dancing , painting , playing , ..........................

HOW can certain BREED of HoMo SaPiEnS be SoOoO DUMB????
Really don't know what is wrong with the people of ORISSA ;as per my knowledge, people outside do not have such kind of creepy mentality....why is their POWER to ReAsOn NIL? why don't they try to inculcate some??
or is it HEREDITARY? ? if that is the case its better go for a STERILIZATION SURGERY(tubal ligation for women 'n' vasectomy for men) at a good hospital with a good doc!! do some good to the next generation!!!!

n folks for your kind information, you CANNOT aFfIrM such things even if you find someone IN FLAGRANTE!!{at times only MONEY is what is involved}
by the way WHY DO YOU need to 'n' WHO R YOU to PEEP into someone else's life?? are you people JOBLESS to the extent that u do not have anything to DO except gossip gossip n gossip???? try n ask these questions to yourselves n MAY be you will realize..if not today, someday YOU WILL.. for sure!!

will BE what I USED to BE !!

(with you)
i used to be what i used to be
what i wanted to be
never bothered what the world wanted me to be

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(with you again)
today i realized,
am not what i used to be
have become what i never wanted to be
what you never wanted me to be


SORRY! SORRY!! SORRY!!! SORRY!!!!

i PROMISE ,
will never ever be what i used NOT to be
what i would never want to be
what you would never want me to be

I WILL ALWAYS BE WHAT I USED TO BE !!

BENZEE

02.05.07 , Prissy's place , wednesday , 08:30am

........met this cute little sweet girl!!

SHE : hi!
ME : hello!
SHE :well....am not very good at starting conversations..so its better you start....
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yehhhh!! i got a new friend..Benzee....Benazir........Benazir Farzaana!!
her honesty is simply adorable..hope i get to know her more....

19

today, the 28Th of April 2007 is my nineteenth birthday....thought of doing something new........came the idea of starting my own blog !!
(keep reading and commenting on my friends' blogs; seldom used to write but had never thought of publishing them)

friends! please do keep helping me with your comments....hope my blogs will be worth your time !!

thought of starting with a poem,(even)though haven't ever written one........please bear with the FIRST poem of this AMATEUR writer!

Do I need to say this to you....

(i)love U !
miss U !
care for U !!
Do I need to say this to U ?

(am)dejected when U cry,
elated when U smile,
Do I need to say this to U ?

(with u),lived the craziest dreams; wildest days
would not have dared to with someone else..
Do I need to say this to U ?

life felt like heaven with U !
exhilarated to do whatever we(me n U) wanted to do
Do I need to say this to U ?

(i shall)always be there for U !
stand beside U to watch our(mine n YOURS) dreams come true
no one can(ever) dwell in that corner of (my)heart except U
Do I need to say this to you ?

If U feel I do,
(sorry) this is not for U !!!! :D